Have you ever had thoughs days where your just wondering why you should care about this shit? Because I think I'm having one of thoughs today.
Today was a studyish day for me. I didn't really get to much done, yet I did at the same time. Its kinda odd in a way. Well its more like I've gotten a lot done for 2 of my classes, but not the other 2. Really when you give me a regular book to read for a text book I'm not going to just breaze right through it, thats not how I work..... tipicly. I mean there was a time at the begining of the year that I breazed through like 4 or 5 books in a matter of 2 weeks. But even so that was the middle of winter and I didn't have other things to focus on, or to distract me, or to miss so so much. But there are now I gess... ok not really...... I mean I do have a lot on my plate right now but truth be told I'm not utalizing my time like I should be. Well that and my Homeland Security book sucks some major ass crack! Its saposed to be an introduction book but it is packed full of figures and numbers and dates and acts and all of this other shit! And it just repeats its self over and over and over again. Its a readers nightmare, it might be a scanner's too but I'm not one so I can't say that for sure.
I was able to get through the shit about the god damnd PATRIOT act, althought it did have some actual readable content from newspaper articals in it. One was by this crazy liberal, and we all know a liberal will freek on anything that a republican puts into action say that it is in direct violation of human rights and our rights as americans..... Its sounds so much like what the conservatives do when a liberal does something dosn't it? Maybe a little like this whole health care thing thats happening at the moment. I'm so glad that I'm an indipendant sometimes.
I miss camp, a lot......
Not so much the work, and yet yes the work. Maybe I just miss my friends. No its not just my friends its camp like the place, the work, the lack of sleep, the food, the socal interaction, the (dare I say) cleaning, the responsability, the feeling that you really where just fucking amazing!, and ofcorse the friendships. I miss it all. My heart aches at the thought of it. I remember how at night I would go down to the beach and just sit and listen to the waves rolling into shore, and feel the crisp air blowing off of the cool dark waters, and the sight of a bright glowing moon hovering over the water casting its glare on the lake. I miss the excursions to St. Cloud and eating at the Olive Garden, and going over to Buffalo and catching a flick in their quante movie theater, and going to Maddigin's for some Kereoke. I miss it all. I want to be back. Home is where the Heart is, I left my heart on the shore of Ceader Lake.
I think a combination of Pok'emon and the X-Files is taking over my life. My preams have consisted of trying to catch extratarestrial beings and ghosts and Agent Mulder's arse and groinal regons..... ok that one is actually more recent than the others. But some times I'll wake up in a panic thinking that I didn't save my game on the Pok'emon and will have to redo 20 min of levaling which ever pok'emon it is at the time. What the hell is wrong with me? seriously? What the Hell? I just had a thought could it possibly be a simple distractor? taking my thoughts away from things that have been stressing me out like moving out and school, and getting a god damnd job? maybe but then again, I have no Idea.
I am fucking head over heals for David Fucking Duchovny! I want every god damnd part of him! I'm getting stimulated just writing about it! DAMN JD CLAM THE FUCK DOWN!!! Ok I'm good, don't worry nothing inapropriate happend.
Is there a point to this blog today??? No I don't think that there is.
James and myself went out yesterday and got our outfits for Halloween! I was amazed to find a trenchcoat for 3 dollers! Thank what ever you belevein for thrift stores! All I need is the shoes, the hair, and the make up and yours truly will be Secial Agent Dana Scully! I'll post pics don't worry you will see this!
I have nothig more to say!
bye lovies
JD
I'm just gunna' roll myself into a big ball and die! My......my.
PS. DAVID PICS!!!!!!!!
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