The Bells Will Never Be Ringing For Me.

Well well well, it seems like I have a lot to say today. Although at the moment it all seems like its plugged up inside my head. So I'll start off with the basics.

I'm watching a movie. Its the Hitcher the remake from what I understand. Its not all that interesting at all. On the hole its rather boring. But its on my list of 13 movies for Halloween. This one is the second, the first one was Salem's Lot. The new one with Rob Low its fairly decent.

the list:

Salem's Lot

the Hittcher

Jurassic Park

Skeliton Key

From Hell

Signs

Interview With the Vampire

Silent Hill
the Rocky Horror Picture Show
The Craft

Black Sheep

The Brotherhood

War of the Worlds

Hopefuly I can get through them all by Halloween.

I'm tired of using false names so I'm gunna start using the real names of people. All of these will come out eventualy through time.

This last weekend was the wedding of my cousin Ross to his long time feance and baby mama Laura. Now Ross and Laura are particularaly red neck. So the whole family was expecting the wedding to have a redneck flair. Indeed it did but not to any of our expectations. It was held out in the middle of noware and out side to boot. It was actually a really lovely wedding and I am super happy for them too.

Weddings make me depressed. Its something that I really want, but its something that I can't have. Thanks a lot president Obama thank you so god damn much! Thanks for NOTHING! Thanks for making prommises to the Homosexual community and backing out on them. Thanks for being yet another president that just dosn't give a fuck about me.

And just for the record... I voted for Nader.

I've decided that I'm not going back to camp next summer.

It started out like this. I got it into my head that it would be super kick ass to visit some of the national parks like on a road trip. But there was a problem with that. I don't have any money, and seeing how finding a job isn't working out so well a road trip was out of the question. so next I thought I could just work at Yellowstone over the summer! Well today after thinking long and hard about things I've decided to change things. I still would love to be in the FBI but is it right for me? Would I really even get in? I don't know. So today I applyed to Yellowstone. To change my life. I didn't do it as a "seasonal" thing eather. I applyed for a full time position. I'm going set it so I can finish this term and hopefully start working in Febuary or so. If I don't get hired then I'll just keep doing what I am now. Its as simple as that.

Theres no more. nothing left to say.
JD.

I am what I am. I am my own special creation.